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Post by Pearl Nacreous on Aug 19, 2006 16:11:28 GMT -5
"We'd best stay out of the forest... Fenrir did attack a foal the night he made the new girl, What home could hold us? What about a crypt? in the cementary I ran into? we could lock ourselves in a crypt...I don't know how my wolf will react with yours, but it is a viable option if only for one night." she said thinking of a way to bypass the moon. It had never been an issue until this point in her life.
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Post by Zander Smith on Aug 19, 2006 16:14:22 GMT -5
Zander thought for a second. "A crypt could work," he said. "I've been hiding in sheds and holes... a crypt might actually be better. What did you do during the full moon when you were with Greyback?"
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Post by Pearl Nacreous on Aug 19, 2006 16:19:36 GMT -5
"Fenrir would hunt and I would follow, sometimes assisting in his hunts. I never had to bite anyone because I always helped hunt. that and I was always given frist bite of whatever was caught. If it was a human he was after I would cut off path ways so he could turn them." she said explaining her life before leaving him. "He would never push me to bite or hunt as he did with you" she said looking at him mournfully.
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Post by Zander Smith on Aug 19, 2006 16:28:42 GMT -5
Zander sighed. "I never wanted this. And he didn't want me, he wanted that kid. I'm glad I saved the kid... I'd hate for another child to have his whole life determined for him, like Greyback did with you. I guess maybe he was good to you, in his way. But he was never good to me." He began to pace across the small room. "Do you think... do you think I'm wrong for not even wanting to hunt?"
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Post by Pearl Nacreous on Aug 19, 2006 16:39:24 GMT -5
Pearl choose her words very carefully, " You were his unintented, the choice to which he would live by. No, I do not think it's wrong for you not wanting to hunt, I think you might be pushing your wolf down, making that part of yourself submit to your human personality." she said reaching across the table and holding his hand, turning it over and tracing the lines on his plam. "It might not be such a bad thing, when you let yourself embrace your wolf completely, you fall into a lust, if anything I think your introduction with your wolf should be slower than what anyone else has had to of done. You were born of anger and surprise it would seem natural your wolf, would be the same." she said still tracing along in his plam
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Post by Zander Smith on Aug 19, 2006 16:48:04 GMT -5
He stared down at her, feeling the exciting tingle on his hand as she traced the lines. He took a breath. "That's just it, you know," he said softly. "Ever since I... became a werewolf, I've been afraid to give into it, because I'm afraid to let that anger... that darkness... take over me. I always did have a dark side... my sister used to warn me about it, and my brother said he was sometimes afraid of me whe I was angry. I have to control it... I can't let the wolf take over..."
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Post by Pearl Nacreous on Aug 19, 2006 20:05:53 GMT -5
"Zander, Please listen to me when I tell you, don't worry about your darkness" she said holding his hand firmly. "That's likely just to make it feed and grow, you have to embrace the facts about you," she placed a hand on his cheek and moved her thumb across it, "Because, even if you have that darkness, You are a good man." she said feeling her heart double over in an emotion she couldn't think of naming.
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Post by Zander Smith on Aug 20, 2006 1:08:15 GMT -5
"Thank you," he whispered. But the words felt painfully inadequate. Since being turned, he'd felt as if the curse was some sort of punishment for the mistakes he'd made. That it somehow proved he wasn't a good person and he deserved what had happened to him. So to hear her tell him that he was a good man meant a lot to him. Tears filled his eyes and he blinked them away, causing one to slip down his cheek. Slowly he moved closer to her and kissed her softly.
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Post by Pearl Nacreous on Aug 23, 2006 20:44:50 GMT -5
Pearl leaned into the kiss and caught the tear from his cheek. the smell of his sadness was like standing on the edge of a deep green sea, vast and deep. when he broke the kiss off she smiled at him and said "Don't worry about your darkness, Have faith in your heart. Your beautiful human heart." she said feeling some of his sadness tinge her voice.
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Post by Zander Smith on Aug 23, 2006 20:56:36 GMT -5
He smiled at her, feeling his heart ache. "Pearl, you're amazing, you know that? You're at once completely innocent and incredibly wise. How is it you can see things so clearly, so simply?"
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Post by Pearl Nacreous on Aug 23, 2006 21:05:35 GMT -5
"I don't know what you mean. I simply see. " she said feeling a little confused. "Thank you ZanderI've never been told I was amazing.." she said feeling her skin blush. "Maybe we should pack this up and go find thoes shoes you were talking about. that way I can move about." she said adverting her eyes a little and still looking back at Zander's eyes.
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Post by Zander Smith on Aug 23, 2006 21:19:34 GMT -5
"That's just it, Pearl. You simply see. The thing is, most humans, they don't pay attention to things, they don't see things clearly. They let emotion cloud their eyes. You don't... you just see what you see, and you call things as they are. I like that." He smiled. "Yeah, we should go get those shoes now." He held out his hand to help her up.
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Post by Pearl Nacreous on Aug 23, 2006 21:37:00 GMT -5
Pearl nodded and gathered up the foods that wouldn't spoil and tied them in a napkin and hid it in a drawer. "Ok lets go then!" she said wiping her eyes quickly and smiling. She had emotions. she knew she did, she just didn't know what they were...maybe it made her clearer to think of the world.
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Post by Zander Smith on Aug 23, 2006 22:09:22 GMT -5
Zander looked around the room quickly. Everything seemed to be in place. "Oh, wait, I stopped at Knockturn Alley on the way back this morning, and I met another girl, who's also a werewolf. She was turned by Greyback, but never joined the pack. She said I could give you this to hide your scent, in case he's hanging around looking for you." He handed her the essence of rosemary. "It probably won't cover it completely, but it ought to be enough to confuse him. And once we get you some shoes, we can walk around a bit. We can even go to the restaurant where Chloe works, she said we could eat for free."
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